wow its been a long time

Oh my its been so long since I have blogged.

I thought I found heaven on earth by moving to be closer to my children, I was so mistaken it only brought more heartache cause I had to leave them again.

So many things went right and so many went wrong that I find, i am totally lost. I don't know where I am going, or doing and I have no direction. I never felt so lost and all alone.

Kids who told me once that "dont worry Mom if you come down here we will help you"...... said yeah mom we'll help you leave instead. Guess having a mom around once you are married is a royal pain. I wouldn't know I never had a mother in law to contend with.

Well, I am back in Blue Island, back in my small bedroom, on my computer job hunting and reading blogs to break the monotony. Still lost and all alone.