Even though my heart is broken, my spirit is down, and my life is taking another change, it is a Good Morning cause God don't make no junk. We are born with deformities, and have ailments and sometimes disablements. But no matter what it is a good Morning cause God made it.Our hurts and pains may engulf us, our lifes may be purely miserable our heart may be broken and my jaw is filled with pain again. But it's a beautiful morning. The birds are singing the wind is blowing and that lets me know there is a God out there who loves and cares for me no matter how much I hide away in my little bedroom and cry.
I thought I knew pain when I gave birth to two precious boys. It was a welcome pain.
Well there just happens to be trials and tests that I guess I am going to have to face to see how I come out of.Yesterday I called my psyc Dr. and he told me I could take 1/2 of an extra pill and all it did was put me to sleep and give me a horrible headache which was my own choosing and it's still a Good Morning!
I cancelled my dentist appt cause I can't be going through surgery on my teeth, jaw and my heart too all at the same time. How a man can knowingly hurt a woman so bad for no sane reason at all except that he wants to go out and play with black strippers is beyond me. I promised til death do us part. Well I guess there is a death in me cause something is surely dying or I wouldnt hurt this bad.Maybe after it's all over I will be able to go on
Maybe I won't ?we'll see
This is all and who I have to lean on and I know He will see me through.
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.
